Sunday, January 8, 2012

Ubuntu

I started to use ubuntu instead of windows a couple of months ago, so i'm still learning how to use it.. It is a lot easier and faster than Windows!

Anyway a couple days ago I was following a tutorial online and apparently i did something wrong in the terminal, that messed up the boot settings of my computer, anyway I finally managed to solve this problem, So i'll be back writing in my blog in short time (Christmas holidays are over now, gotta get back to study!)

Thanks again to everybody following me and reading the crap i write, it means a lot to me ;)

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Snow

I've always wanted to try skiing, or snowboarding.. Or maybe just to walk on the snow, but i've never even seen it.

When I was a kid my father always told me "we're going to ski this christmas!", he told that to me every single fucking year of my childhood.
Of course after a few years I realized it was bullshit, but after all.. I always hoped some day I was going to...

Monday, January 2, 2012

Changes

Everything in life changes, constantly.. Sometimes we notice and sometimes it goes so fast that we don't.
Sometimes after a lot of changes you finally find yourself in a situation you actually like, in every aspect.. This is what happened to me just a few weeks ago.

First off, you should know something about myself, as a kid I was very shy, in grade school I actually didn't talk to anyone, and other kids always made fun of me for that. I was always sad because I had no friends.
Nothing changed in Middle school, kids were still making fun of me, I was always the last one to be chosen during physics.
In that period i had my first crush for a girl, and was friendzoned for the first time..
In that period my mom died.

In high school I started to change, I realized i couldn't make it without friends, so slowly, I started to socialize, I was not very comfortable around other people, and i was still shy as fuck, so slowly, I started to change my personality, trying to become WHO people liked, a loved figure, someone who is fun, spontaneous, the opposite of who i was.
After the high school years, I managed to become a totally different person, I was open to everybody and able to "break the ice" with someone I didn't know.
I started to learn how people think and how i should act with each person, how to make them like me..

After that I found my first girlfriend, had sex for the first time, I also had a lot of friends, Everything was perfect!

But then.. i slowly started to realize what being in a relationship meant. I spent all my free time with my girlfriend, went rarely out with friends (and when i did she was there, so i had to stay with her still) And just today i realized that my social life is fucked.

My best friends don't call me anymore to go out, I can't spend a nice day with some friends because It gets awkward after a few minutes because we've got nothing to talk about, also because i have no hobbies, nothing specific to talk about, my life is fucking boring.

Life is a shit, you will never achieve your dreams, you will never have what you want, you can't have a girl, friends and money all together, you have to choose what is best for you, and you will ALWAYS feel bad after choosing.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

It begins?

Well, here i am, writing the first post on my first blog.. I have thought about this for about 2 hours without coming to any conclusion, until i decided to write whatever the fuck was on my mind without thinking.
I guess I should introduce myself, because this is my first post, but I have no idea what to write, and I don't even know if anyone will actually read this.. after all it's just a random blog created by a bored guy, nothing special!

Well, I don't think any famous bloggers started any different than me, No blog is interesting in the beginning, it's just some guy who starts talking about something he likes, or, like me a guy who's just bored.


Anyway if there's actually someone, behind this screen reading this all, Thank You!